Cougar Lurking?

The mellow purples and yellows have bled into the landscape along the edges and in the heart of wetlands while the white cemetery hydrangeas have blossomed and small, green, windblown apples are scattered on the ground below their trees. I know. I’ve been throwing them daily into the Green River for the dogs to retrieve, the pets getting washed and cooled in the process. They eventually eat the bitter fruit after carrying it around for a while and seem to enjoy it.

As for the beechnuts and butternuts I’ve been observing on my rambles, they’re still clinging to their branches, the spiky beechnut husks browning in the hot summer sun. I picked one Wednesday, split it, removed the husk, bit into the three-sided nut, and found the meat still green. I think it’ll soon be white. Then I’ll eat it. As for the butternuts, well, a friend has encouraged me to gather them when they drop, then lay them out to dry on my haymow floor. I’m not sure I will. Maybe if I get bored. He says they’re a lot of work but delicious; likely nutritious, too. We’ll see.

What the aforementioned signs tell me is that I’ll soon be throwing seven cords of firewood into the woodshed, a rite of late summer and fall for me. A proud, hardy New Englander, I actually look forward to autumn and do not in any way dread the approach of winter, a time for reading, writing and thinking, even occasional mischief, always happy to step outside and fill my lungs with cold, refreshing air that seems to clear the head with one deep, lusty breath and vaporized exhalation. But that’s still months away. Today, I want to report a Saturday-morning visit from a neighbor who brought interesting news.

There are apparently big cats in my neighborhood, a cougar among them. That’s right, a cougar. My friend says many people have seen the long-tailed beast around Meadow View Farm on Smead Hill, where I watched a flock of about 10 mature wild turkeys feeding through the pasture Tuesday; among them a long-bearded tom, his pastel-reddish head glowing in the noontime sun. I was there to chat with the lady farmer who toots her horn, waves and smiles in passing on her daily rounds. I was looking forward to speaking to her — one of the identified big-cat witnesses — because I have always found her cow barn to be a great place for lively banter, most often about wildlife sightings and neighborhood gossip, both useful to a man like me. I knew I would not find a reluctant, taciturn soul. No sir. The farmers atop the hill are my kind of folks, and we’ve had many spirited conversations over the years, be it in their homes, barnyards, fields or manure-stained runways between milking stalls.

You gotta love dairy farmers, especially those of the fairer sex, all a vanishing breed, none the least bit squeamish about slop and stench. They’re real people who know what life’s about, even if many of them still do vote Republican. Can you blame them? They’re just following the tradition of their great-great grandfathers from the days of Lincoln, then Reconstruction. Oh, how that Grand Old Party has changed since then, though; so much so that Honest Abe must be nauseous from rolling in his grave since his proud party became that of the intolerant, fanatical South. But let us not digress. Back to the story at hand, that of the neighborhood big cat.

As I broke through the Meadow View barn threshold into the milking parlor and skirted the first row of Jerseys, maybe five of them, I received the same friendly smile and greeting I have there grown accustomed to. I looked at the lady placing a milk bucket or some other contraption under a cow and said, “Well, I imagine you know why I’m here.”

“No, why?”

“I’m chasing a rumor. Word has it you’ve been seeing a big cat.”

“Nope, not me. Seems I’m the only one who hasn’t seen it. My brother did. He was amazed at the length of the tail. Neighbors on both sides of me have seen it, too, one of them way down by you. All I’ve seen is a bobcat running off with one of my chickens in its mouth. I think it’s a mother feeding her kittens. I used to have 38 chickens. I’m down to 18.”

That bit of information immediately corrected one inaccurate rumor. I had been told she saw the cougar running off with her chicken. Uh-uh. It just displays once more time how unreliable stories passed by word of mouth can be. It doesn’t matter in the big picture, though, because the rest of the tales checked out, sort of. A big cat is indeed the talk of that northern hilltop overlooking Greenfield’s Meadows.

I had been immediately interested in my Saturday visitor’s story because it was not the first one I’d heard recently about a cougar roaming my neighborhood. Another neighborhood farmer had approached me about a sighting more than a month ago, a day or two after I had reported in this space about a cougar being hit and killed by a car in the early hours of June 11 on a Milford, Conn., highway. A day or two after that story hit the street, a woman traveling Brook Road at a site than a mile west of my home had seen a cougar “clear as day” cross in front of her vehicle. She stepped on her brake to avoid hitting it, then thought about calling me but decided not to. She didn’t want people to think she was cuckoo. From the location of that sighting to Meadow View is less than a mile as the crow flies or the wildcat walks. So this most recent report made a lot of sense to me, got me wheels spinning. Add to that the fact that there have been many cougar sightings between the Mohawk Trail and Smead Hill over the 14 years I’ve lived in the Meadows, so, obviously, my interest piqued.

On the other hand, I knew cougar-sighting reports were bound to increase after our first New England road-kill, followed by the admission that the dead cat was not an escaped pet, as the experts had hoped. Nope. It was a real, live, wildcat that had traveled all the way from South Dakota. Given that, I figured people would be emboldened to report future sightings. Then this.

To me, these latest sightings are with the realm of possibility even if the animal doesn’t show up dead on a local highway. But that’s just me. Who knows? Maybe I too am a little cuckoo.

If the big cat is indeed lurking near my home, I sure do hope it doesn’t get the twin fawns a friend and neighbor is enjoying these days in his backyard. He says he’s been watching them feed with their mother in and around his vegetable garden for a month. Bloodstains in the broccoli would not be welcome. He’s cool about the deer munching on his garden, says there’s more than enough for him and them. My guess is that he’d prefer the cougar eats elsewhere.

Read & Rant

It’s three till noon, a late start on column day.

Please excuse me. Other priorities. So now, here I sit, once again trying to come up with something, potentially dangerous, even though I do have some benign topics in the hopper.

My first priority this morning was to finish William McKeen’s recent Hunter S. Thompson biography, which took hold of me like a lusty snort of Ecstacy in the mosh pit. Yes, that exhilarating. Coming on the heels of the book I read over the weekend on baseball pitching legend Satchel Paige, I’ve been quite busy out back, soaking in the hot sun at a quiet, comfortable, canopied metal table hidden in the alcove between barn and woodshed; just me and pup Chub-Chub, him keeping me company, me teaching manners. Maybe if someone tried to teach me right and wrong in such a peaceful, non-threatening environment, I would have listened. No, probably not. I always leaned toward incorrigibility, especially with adolescent hormones flittering like that green hummingbird that approached my seat a few times the past two days. But let’s not go there. I don’t want to get distracted, flash back to the wayward youth I enjoy revisiting. Dr. Gonzo and Satchel took me there, stirred indelible memories.

When I read about Satchel barnstorming the nation, pitching three games in a day, winning that fabled, 1-0, 13-inning marathon over World Series hero Dizzy Dean in 1934, I thought, gee, the game was better then, less money, more pure. In those days, the tail end of which I fondly recall, every town had a team and from them came the semi-pro sandlot clubs that took on all comers and played with a weekend passion unknown in the game today. It wasn’t about money then. It was about winning, executing, matching your best against theirs, playing for keeps. And when the game was over, the boys sat down for a cold beer and some lively banter, maybe even a frisky little scrap here and there once the booze got flowing. In those days it was a game, not a corporation for cookie-cutter, sour-pussed behemoths turned pampered prima donnas raking in more money than even, heaven forbid, crack-head grandchildren could ever blow.

Maybe I shouldn’t get rolling down that path, though. It’s dangerous. Who among mainstream readers wants to be bored by another of my radical rants. Folks borne of Ronald Reagan’s redneck, consumerist America have no patience for men who think like me? Face it, Dude, that’s the audience nowadays, people who cut their teeth and earned their degrees in the boredom of Republican rule and police gone wild, not the days of Hunter S. and ole Satch. When Slick Willie came along, miraculously won two elections and even had the audacity to show people how to have a good time along the way, he promptly awoke the fundamentalist attack dogs still guarding the gate. No wonder Hunter Thompson blew his brains out at the kitchen table. He couldn’t stomach what Bush-Cheney was cooking, and neither could a lot of other folks who lived the idealism of the Sixties, when someone — far be it from me to venture a guess who — assassinated our charismatic agents of change and brought out the Third Reich in their jackboot splendor. The result? Open your eyes. You can’t miss it. With only a five-percent share of world’s population, we claim a whopping 25 percent of the world’s incarcerated. That’s right. Here in the land of the free. See what riches get you? How can anyone add it up and make sense of it? Oh yeah, I forgot, that’s easy. Just employ one of those advertising agencies, masters of deceit and deception that sell us our TVs, dishwashers, hunting boots, fishing rods, senators and presidents. They can figure out the perfect message and keywords to sell you anything, even Richard Freakin Nixon and Ronnie Ray Gun, the counterculture nickname he earned as a right-wing nut job in the Sixties, when both future presidents appeared politically dead and buried. Boy, were they resurrected. In a big way. The rest of the world is still paying.

But enough of that! Let’s move to beechnuts. Is that innocuous enough? Maybe the transition will keep the fellas in the white suits away from my door. You see, I recently learned something about beech trees and the nuts they produce; this after decades of observing beeches, actually seeking out beech groves for their smooth, peaceful, gray beauty, yet remaining clueless. In traveling through these quiet wilderness pockets, usually hunting or scouting, I’d marvel at the largest trees and often scratch up the fallen leaves at their base to retrieve the tiny, brown, three-sided nuts lying next to their open, brittle, brown spiky cases. I’d bite into the nuts and rarely find any meat, almost always hollow. Well, about three weeks ago on one of my daily treks with the dogs through Sunken Meadow, that changed. I noticed low clusters of these large, green, spiky husks on a long muscular limb drooping to eye level. They looked more like chestnuts than beechnuts, much larger than what you find on the ground in the fall. I pried several husks open and found two large, green, three-sided nuts in each, all of them full of dense, immature, greenish-colored meat. Hmmmm? Interesting. I was so intrigued that I retrieved a hunting buddy to show him my discovery. We had bitten into many a hollow nut in our days together.

Truth is I guess I’ve never been around beech trees in midsummer, so I was experiencing a revelation. Perhaps, I thought, beech trees, like white oaks, produce a nut that germinates and disappears quickly in the fall, leaving only barren, hollow nuts behind. But I couldn’t be sure, and with vacation looming, I put the puzzle on the backburner till this week, when I queried forester Bill Lattrell, a longtime e-mail correspondent I respect but have not met. I was happy to see his response when I finally got to my desk to write this. He offered a detailed explanation, prefaced by the warning that the answer to my question was a little complicated. He said beech trees flower in May, when the nuts start forming. When mature in September, the nuts fall to the ground and are quickly devoured by deer, bears, turkeys, squirrels and other critters. “As you can imagine, most of the good nuts are immediately consumed,” he wrote, “leaving behind the hollow ones typically found during hunting season.” But there’s more to it than that. The massive, productive beech I pass on my daily travels rises out of wet, bottomland soil not far from the Green River, perfect habitat for beeches, which require lots of water to produce a bountiful nut crop, according to Lattrell.

Fascinating stuff. What took me so long to figure it out?

But that’s enough on beechnuts. Something else I want to mention is a CD neighbor Tom Echeverria dropped in my mailbox before I rose from bed in the morning. Surgeons awake early. Seems he’s having fun these days with a video trail camera that has thus far captured a bear, a bobcat, a doe and fawn, and a flock of turkeys for his viewing pleasure. All the animals were making their rounds within earshot of my home. No cougars, though. At least not the four-legged variety. Who knows about that new two-legged breed of cat? They seem to be everywhere. Not that I harbor even a passing fancy. What would we be talking about for a 58-year-old man like me? Seventy? Eighty? Ninety? I guess I missed the boat.

But, really, I’m trying not to digress. When Doc Echeverria told me on the phone that he’d leave that CD in my mailbox, how did I forget to mention my expired knee-brace prescription he signed during a May 2009 appointment? The slip’s been held by a magnet to my refrigerator ever since, me protesting the mandatory $350 co-payment. Never did I pay a penny for two previous braces? Why now? I spent so much time arguing on the phone with greedy insurance maggots that the six-month scrip expired before I finally got around to calling the orthotics lab for an appointment. By then, I needed a new prescription, which irritated me even more. How embarrassing.

Of course, my Republican friends (yeah, I do have a few) would be quick to blame my misfortune on Obamacare. I know better. I took college rhetoric classes before they were removed from liberal arts curriculums. Why teach people to be skeptics and cynics? I guess that’s the rationale. Anyway, Obama wanted single-payer medical care, not the late-term abortion the other side forced upon him by “compromise,” totally weighted in favor of the scummy insurance industry that greases their palms. And then, to make matters worse, after creating the dysfunctional mess, they attach Obama’s name to it. These spinmeisters and wordsmiths can sell you anything, even poisonous nuclear power plants looming large in our backyards. It’s crazy-making. Insane. Where will it stop? When?

Appropriate questions. For me, sitting here today, it’s going to stop right now. I’m done. Finito! The rant is over. Time to feed the dogs, run them, fix supper, and wind down before heading to work. Tomorrow’s a new day. In fact, I think I’ll whittle away another surplus vacation day to create a long weekend. There’s another title from my Deadelus’ salebooks.com stack that I’ve been itching to read. It’s Bertrand M. Patenaude’s hardcover biography of Leon Trotsky, the Russian revolutionary who eventually fled Stalin and was murdered in Mexico by his secret police.

So, be forewarned. I have no idea where my next little reading project will lead me. Why worry? It’ll be just me and little Chub-Chub sitting in the backyard, thinking, trying to behave, isolated from the maddening world, tiny green hummingbird occasionally buzzing through to break the hot summer silence.

Wildcat

Wow! Imagine that. The cougar killed more than a month ago on a Milford, Conn., highway was wild, not the escaped or released pet the experts were praying for.

Yes, the road-killed cat was wild indeed, had traveled all the way from South Dakota’s Black Hills, no journey for lightweights. So mark my words, admittedly those of a flunky with no shiny, gilt-framed degrees hanging above my desk: There have been other passers-through in the past and more will come in the future. Don’t doubt it for a second. See you later escaped-pet, misidentification and LSD-flashback theorists. Your argument no longer holds water. In fact, if a cougar can make it into the evening shadow of New York City in coastal Connecticut, what part of the Northeast is off-limits?

I’m sure hundreds of people who heard or read the news Wednesday morning felt vindicated. These folks had the courage to report cougar sightings only to be ridiculed by state and federal wildlife experts. The experts claimed the witnesses were sadly mistaken, even going so far as to accuse woodsmen and police officers alike of mistaking large house cats for cougars when traveling through deceptive lighting. Yeah, right! How would you like to be accused of such a thing after seeing a cougar?

When I reported regional sightings in print — about 50 this decade — I was called irresponsible by some and snickered at by others who said I must have run out of subject matter for my column. Either that or I was trying to stir something up to sell papers. Well, that was far from the truth. All I did was listen, believe what I heard and report it without hesitation. It seemed to me foolish to deny even a remote possibility that a predator that was historically here and still exists in the West could return with reforestation of our hills and dales over the past 150 years. But, no, the experts scolded, it could not and would not happen. Well, it’s happened, so now what do they have to say?

Do you suppose the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service (USFW) regrets classifying the Eastern cougar extinct back in March? Can the agency possibly stick to it, especially when, in fact, the eastern and western cougars are and always have been the same cat? What should have been said was that the North American cougar no longer populates the eastern United States. Even that assessment would have been wrong, because young western male cats have been dispersing eastward for years now, with breeding populations also creeping eastward into Midwestern states where they vanished a century or more ago.

I must say I was surprised when even high-ranking Cougar Rewildling Foundation officials I contacted after the road-kill dismissed the possibility that the Connecticut cat was wild, despite the fact that a thorough surface examination of the carcass showed no obvious signs it had been a captive. No tattoos, not neutered or declawed, lean and mean. Both sources were sure testing would reveal that the cat had been held in captivity and either escaped or was released. Perhaps when the next big cat shows up they’ll reserve judgment and say it could well be a wayward male “disperser;” that is a young male searching for territory and females after being forced eastward by dominant western males.

Something else I found amusing Tuesday while reading through press releases and news reports was a semantics game authorities were playing. Having already classified Eastern cougars extinct earlier this year, they were careful not to use the word cougar once, choosing this time to call the animal a mountain lion. Although both names fit (so do puma and panther), there was no mention of mountain lions in the extinction press release or news reports. They then called the animal a cougar. Maybe I shouldn’t admit it but I abused my editorial power and cast aside my journalistic integrity Tuesday night by executing a simple search-and-replace throughout the AP story we ran, replacing mountain lion with cougar. Just a little touche, I guess. Fun and games. If they can do it, why can’t I?

Throughout my days of writing about local cougar sightings, the doubters have all said that if big cats were here, then they’d show up dead on the highway or alive and well on a hunter’s trail camera. Well, we’ve now had our first road kill. Likely a snapshot is not far off, if there isn’t another road kill first. My guess is there’ll be more proof that dispersers pass through the Northeast. The question is, how long before a wayward female follows?

Impossible?

Yeah, yeah, that’s precisely what the authorities will say.

Not me. My motto is never say never. It’s worked so far.

Lakeside Respite

Loons laughed, wailed and moaned as we enjoyed perfect vacation weather last week on a peaceful North Country lake called Harvey’s in West Barnet, Vt.

Most of the time, it was just me, wife Joanne, grandson Jordi and the three dogs. No TV, no cell-phone service, no computer distractions. A heavenly change of pace in the upper Connecticut Valley foothills, about the same distance as West Whately from New England’s largest river.

We swam and fished and talked, hung and cooked out, came and went as we pleased, totally at our leisure, no phone calls, knocks on the door, annoying obligations or egos to stroke. All the while secluded in a spacious white-cedar log cabin along the forested west bank of the 400-acre glacier lake squished between mounts Harvey and Roy, the latter a long, pointed ridge facing us from across the lake, two vibrant green mowings and three silos glowing in bright sunlight from mid-morning on.

Harvey Mt. was behind us and invisible unless more than 100 yards out in the lake. I admired its distinctive shape several times while treading water and soaking up the hot sun. A cool, peaceful forest green, the mountain rose abruptly on both sides and stood like a giant gumdrop between sandbags. Near the eastern base, just down the road from our camp and perhaps 200 yards above the western shore, a wooden roadside water vat held together by rusted metal straps captured Jordi’s fascination. Cold, clear spring water flowed into it through an open cedar pipe exiting black, mossy ledge. A wooden exit spout poked out of the vat just below the water line, sending a steady stream splashing onto hard stone before entering a culvert that pulled it under the road and into the lake below. Jordi just had to taste it, then demanded we fill some milk jugs. We went home, found the jugs, filled them and drank sparkling, ice-cold spring water the rest of the week. He was impressed. Me too.

The solo ride home gave me a chance to reflect back on the vacation and life itself. As I drove Route 91 toward Hanover, N.H., refreshed and relaxed, dogs porta-kenneled on the truck’s open bed, I admired the majestic White Mountain on the sun-drenched eastern horizon. The views seemed so familiar, the gilt-topped, needle-nosed spires pinpointing riverside villages along both banks. A soothing sense of place embraced me, pulled me to its warm bosom. I knew I was at home in the valley of the Connecticut, a beautiful slice of paradise stained deeply by my ancestral DNA, good and bad, all the way from Saybrook to Pittsburg. The mood was perfect to get my wheels spinning in an introspective direction.

I had thoroughly enjoyed my first summer vacation since my kids were young. It will not be my last. Retirement is near, so close I can taste it, smell it, roll on my back in it. I even found myself pondering whether I could live every day isolated in the wilds without broadband. Of course, that may be a moot point. Soon high-speed will be everywhere, I suppose. All I know is that I had no problem adjusting to waking daily at first light and reading a long scholarly book, footnotes on the same page, in solitude by the lake before the rest of the house awoke. Then there were a few fishing rods, a bucket of crawlers, a tackle box and a pump-up Crosman BB gun to keep Jordi busy, boats and floats for swimming, balls for throwing to the dogs, and Pekarski’s finest to make the evening cookouts satisfying indeed. What else could a man desire? Well, actually, there is other stuff, some of which I found in my travels and during those glorious mornings sitting alone with my book, listening to trout rising and loons laughing as I sharpened my French & Indian War knowledge.

One luxury I couldn’t deny myself was listening to the Red Sox games. A lifelong fan, the Sox are hot, entertaining and likely headed for an autumn collision with the Phillies. It didn’t matter that I had to settle for a cheap, plastic, two-battery transistor radio, the kind I remember as a kid, antenna raised high, WTIC’s distant signal fading in and out during promising rallies and before crucial pitches. It served me well. I never once thought of visiting a tavern. The boob-tube would be waiting at home. So would the Sox. The day games were a different story. I’d take a country ride and listen to a local broadcast while exploring the countryside. I drove to the farm across the lake and found it was actually two contiguous farms owned by Northeast Kingdom brothers, sadly a dying breed since that great American hero of the right, Ronald Reagan, broke the trade unions and cleared the way for big-box dairy farms that sounded the death knell for small family farms. I met one of the brothers at the little convenience store/gas station that sold a little of everything a rural family could need, and served as a deer-checking station to boot. The fella, probably 70 or better, was taking his shiny new John Deere tractor for its first spin. He said it cost him less than $19,000, was made in India and assembled in Georgia, sad facts of global economy that didn’t seem to amuse him. The store we were visiting was my kinda place, the women behind the counter a little grumpy, wearing a look I familiarized myself with as a young, single man. It’s a hollow, save-me look, like they’re hoping a knight in shining armor from faraway will pass through and rescue them from dreadful isolation and male domination. Women’s liberation in the Kingdom? Uh-uh. Not among the common folk. But I guess they’re better off than the dazed Route 9 big-box staff; less people to deal with, better air to breathe and water to drink.

When the local radio station wasn’t carrying the ballgame, I got a taste of the political landscape and was somewhat surprised by the non-stop right-wing claptrap. One youthful-sounding broadcaster immediately caught my attention the day of my ride to the spring with Jordi. The guy was talking about how Windham County, with many economic advantages over the isolated Northeast Kingdom, was in much worse financial shape these days because of its liberal policies and spending habits. The thought of it spun him off into a stern, fatherly denunciation of the New Deal and FDR, whom he praised as a great wartime president, then pilloried as dangerous to American freedom because of his socialist programs that are still breaking our backs. He claimed FDR doubled the size of the Supreme Court after the nine sitting justices repeatedly shot down as unconstitutional his socialist programs. I don’t know if that’s true, and I refuse to research it. But the whole discussion just supported my opinion that this annoying debt-ceiling debate is indeed the Republicans’ last-ditch effort to seal the Bush-Cheney goal of obliterating the New Deal. Why else would you fight two wars, including one in a country with a history of bankrupting empires, without raising taxes to pay for it? And think of it, if they can bankrupt America now and wipe out the New Deal entitlement programs, they can blame it all on a demon named Obama. Could it be any better? A black man, no less. Perfect.

Gentile, old-time New England Republicans will wear a smug grin through it all, asking guests at cocktail parties if they’d like to see a destroyer and digging into their pockets for a dime with FDR’s bust on it. These dignified folks are more than happy to let vile Southern racists do their dirty work in congress. And guess what? The ignorant masses who slit their own throats every election by voting against their best economic interests in the name of God and guns, will take it hook, line and sinker, triumphantly dancing in the streets to the beat of Madame Defarge’s bass drum.

Oops. I mustn’t digress. Back to the lake, me and Jordi fishing, catching bucketsful of voracious worm-eaters called pumpkinseeds and yellow perch off the dock. We|didn’t go after the rainbow trout breaking the surface in the early morning as I read in seclusion on the screened-in porch overlooking the lake. The book was “Empire of Fortune: Crowns, Colonies & Tribes in the Seven Years War in America,” by Francis Jennings, that irreverent historian whose stars-and-stripes critics pejoratively call him a “revisionist,” while those who understand that all governments lie see it another way. They call Jennings courageous for telling the truth. The man tells it like it is after scouring archives from both sides. The records typically prove that nothing ever changes when it comes to war, seldom fought for freedom and justice. More like profit and greed, subjugation and exploitation, which have nothing to do with freedom or justice. Too bad more people don’t read “liars” like Jennings. They might just discover how hauntingly simple it is to draw parallels to what’s going on today. But don’t tell anyone. It’s unpatriotic, kinda like allowing the men and women who fight our wars to die in the alleyways, rot in wheelchairs and commit suicide in the barn. Sad but true. Like Jennings said, the men selected to fight wars are seldom important to the economy. They often remain unimportant cogs when they come home.

I was thinking about Jennings’ thesis and how it related to what I already knew about the French & Indian and other wars as I approached the sign welcoming travelers to Massachusetts. Soon I would be pulling into my driveway, releasing the dogs and stretching my legs after 142 alluring miles. Once there, I discovered my first two Sicilian heirloom tomatoes ripe on the vine as I walked the dogs to the backyard kennel. Dogs secured, I walked back to the house and found my mail piled high in a basket I had left in the carriage shed for my friend. I glanced through it and was pleased to discover a Satchel Paige biography, the new “Rolling Stone” and a New England Outdoor Writers Association newsletter.

Yes, the lake, the loons and the grouchy ladies at the till were far in my rearview, but I had more than enough to keep me busy at home, a special place infected with a happy, historic spirit to savor.

Clearing the Air

Here I sit, vacation relaxed, yet compelled to write about a leftover subject I couldn’t get to last week that fits snugly into this, the week of Casey Anthony’s surprising Florida acquittal. My story is about an unfortunate defendant who, like Anthony, was falsely accused and, unlike Anthony, didn’t live to tell about it. Nope. The South Deerfield suspect from the mid-1960’s was tried and convicted by public opinion, then put to death in a most horrifying manner.

To begin, some readers may recall that a couple of weeks ago I mentioned my catalpa allergy. I said I should have known the deciduous trees we called “banana trees” as kids were in bloom, because of the sniffles, watery eyes and irritating random itches I was experiencing from the neck up. I have for as long as I can remember believed that the culprit for my birthday-time discomfort was pollen from catalpas in full bloom but, to be honest, had absolutely no clue why. And, frankly, I never gave it much thought before a distant Connecticut Valley cousin and loyal Ashfield reader enlightened me with a post-column e-mail that set my wheels a spinnin’ toward scientific discovery. Maybe it’s something I missed along the way in school, distracted by something sweet and young, or maybe I was never taught anything about pollen in the classroom, definitely a possibility. For Chrissakes, I lived on the site of the Bloody Brook massacre — whoops, I mean battle — and never learned a thing about it or King Philip’s War until I decided to do independent adult research, formal education by then a tiny speck in my rearview mirror. Anyway, there I go again, getting distracted. See how it happens? Nothing sweet and young nearby, but still distracted. Back to the subject at hand: catalpa pollen.

Cyberpal Andy Smith, whom I have met but usually communicate with by e-mail, was the man who alerted me to my inaccurate perceptions about the banana-tree pollen. Himself an old beekeeper and gardener, Smith understands the intricacies of pollen delivery to different plants and wasn’t hesitant to inform me that I was sorely lacking in that area of expertise, as evidenced by blatant column mistakes. You see, according to Smith, there are two types of pollen in this world: one carried by winds, the other by bats, birds and bees (oops, there I go again with my carnal distractions). Big, showy flowers like those on catalpa trees attract flying critters to deliver their pollen, while the windborne pollens come from ordinary flowers you can walk past without noticing. The pollen from big, showy flowers is too heavy to be carried any distance by wind, thus the need for transporters, and thus the reason why, in Smith’s humble opinion, my allergy was not to catalpas unless the blossoms were smack-dab in my face.

“You are falling victim to (my best guess) grass pollen being flung into the air in large quantities by farmers cutting hay,” he wrote. “Or perhaps it’s some other plant’s airborne pollen you are reacting to. But I would bet money it’s not catalpa.”

Smith underscored his contention with a common example of the wrong plant getting blamed for allergies, that being the showy goldenrod, which is often blamed for ragweed coughs and sniffles. “Ragweed has green flowers you hardly notice and it billows out billions of airborne pollen that people breathe in and suffer,” he wrote. “Goldenrod pollen is big and heavy and needs to be carried by honeybees and wasps and butterflies. Its pollen isn’t bothering anyone, but since it’s the plant people see flowering when they’re sneezing, it’s the one they blame.”

So, I stand corrected for the world to see, undaunted and unashamed. In fact, I’ve now exposed myself as previously clueless on the matter; however, I must say I welcome any such corrections that prove educational. Regardless of what my old teachers would tell you, I enjoy learning and always have. Enough of that, though. No more distractions. On to another subject, that of confirming Smith’s informed opinion by figuring out the origin of my misdiagnosis, and by relating that discovery to the gory execution of an innocent South Deerfield catalpa next door to the dwelling I started calling home as a young teen.

Again, first a little background. I had immediately responded to Smith’s friendly e-mail by yielding ground and admitting I was no expert on pollen distribution, as if he had to be told. I admitted that I had no clue where my catalpa-allergy diagnosis came from but said it could have been from testing at Boston Children’s Hospital, or perhaps from a local doctor. I told him I’d ask my mother. She’d know. And indeed she did. Fact is there never was anything scientific about the diagnosis. No, it had been purely observational and deductive, just as Smith surmised.

“Don’t you remember that catalpa tree next door on Pleasant Street, over by Zimnowski’s? Mother asked. “Well, every year when that tree was in bloom you had hay fever, so I figured that’s what you were allergic to.

“‘Topher’ Bill was allergic to catalpa blossoms, too. Phil and Kay eventually had their tree cut down because of it.”

Hmmmm? Do you suppose “Topher’s” allergy disappeared after the man behind the chainsaw hollered “Timmm-berrrrr!”? Probably not. But who could have possibly questioned the credibility of his parents, the esteemed A. Phillips Bill and wife Katherine.” Kay was a Decker of late 19th and early 20th century South Deerfield royalty, Phil a veritable math prodigy of Bostonian blueblood ancestry, descending from none other than Revolutionary banker William Phillips, the wealthy benefactor of prestigious New England prep schools Phillips Academy in Andover and Phillips Exeter Academy in Exeter, N.H. Everybody knew Kay from her days as a substitute teacher in the local schools, a job far below her calling or social standing, probably just a way to cure boredom and help put food on the table. As for Phil, well, he was a bit eccentric but quite a unique and interesting character, professorial in appearance, his glasses always a little off-kilter. Local legend had it that Phil had graduated from Exeter and Dartmouth College, where his father was Dean of Men, and was teaching math under Deerfield Academy Headmaster Frank L. Boyden at age 19, if you can imagine that. A South Deerfield man who knew him well from his moonlighting” days as the human computer for a South Deerfield land-surveying company said precocious Phil was so smart in grammar school that he skipped from the first to fifth grade. Quite a feat. The crews would bring him their daily field notes before 5 p.m. each day and he’d have them all computed — flawless, of course — before supper.

Respect for the Bills’ wisdom wasn’t the only factor leaning toward the validity of their son’s catalpa allergy. Town doctor Kenneth Rice’s home and office were right across the street from the Bill residence, so one could have easily assumed the good doctor had had a hand in the diagnosis and tree removal. Sort of a perfect storm, it appears.

You’d have to know the key players to truly enjoy this tale. But looking back, it strikes me as funny that a stately tree died and a legend endured for half a century. Then, two short weeks ago, a reader’s critical note and a simple query cleared the air, so to speak. No, that annual late-June hay-fever epidemic in my old neighborhood was not caused by catalpa trees, but rather by summer hayfield harvests.

Go figure.

Birthday Ramble

This is a  post on my 58th birthday as I race toward old age with no regrets and no apologies for indiscretions. Though lame, I’m still young at heart, had a great time getting here, will enjoy what’s left and cling with fury to my rebel spirit, borne of the Sixties.
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Maybe I should start capturing my thoughts on tape or carry a notepad, pulling to the side of the road to jot down catchy phrases that flow from my imagination. That’s what I kept thinking on the highway Friday morning, alone with my thoughts as I so often am, be it walking the dogs, secluded in a forest stand, on the road, or just sitting at my computer during the day, thinking, probing, sneaking into forbidden territory, peeking over hedgerows. Who makes it forbidden? That’s what I always ask. And then I realize it’s seldom anyone worthy of respect unless seeking a flock. Not me. I’d rather be that solitary ram observing from a promontory ledge, descending now and again for visits, otherwise aloof, following my own principles, sidestepping confrontation.

I was told young that an idle mind is a devil’s workshop, which may be true for some; was, in fact, true for me. Not anymore. I have learned to enjoy introspection and reflection, stranding myself on distant islands of thought, kneading stimuli onto an impressionistic canvas, fog evaporating to expose raw pains and pleasures, joys and heartache, the reasons why. I guess it’s existentialism. And when you think about it, are we not all isolated beings trying to fit into the whole? Or is it a hole? Are we not, with or without friends and family, just flotsam and jetsam in a vast sea of hostile humanity? In the absolute, aren’t we all alone? Some don’t believe it. A decent man who makes his living helping families cope with issues once told me in convivial conversation that existential thought was passé. After that assessment, I never listened to a word he said, just nodded my head with one of those empty Prozac smiles. I knew then that life was clearer to me, the flunky, than him, the expert with gilt-framed degrees, just another self-absorbed therapist paid to impart conventional wisdom irrelevant to flocks of one.

Before departing Friday on my 138-mile journey to pick up 5-year-old grandson Jordie in Montpelier, I chose Tara Nevins’ CD “Mule to Ride” for musical companionship; loud, of course, her blissful fiddle carrying me away like butterfly lust, stirring thoughts and memories, good and bad, all enticing. There was plenty to think about, poignant memories, me returning to Vermont’s capital city for the first time since my namesake son’s December funeral. Prior to that, my previous journey up that same Route 89 occurred before first light, racing my big black touring rig to watch him die. This time, before I left, my wife asked if I remembered overnight dreams about Gary. I did not. She said I had dreamt of him. She heard me call out his name twice in the darkness, like I saw the back of his head in a dense, busy crowd and wasn’t sure it was him. That was news to me. No recollection. Made me wonder what else she’s heard in my sleep.

The Interstate was enveloped in gray, somber skies and occasional rain, some hard, as I cruised with the CD player roaring, lifting my consciousness. Virtuoso bluegrass musicians can bring tears to my eyes when I concentrate, their riffs and harmonies so crisp, clear and inspirational. Why be afraid to admit such a thing, even to tough guys who carry guns or wrestle jackhammers? Tears are not shameful, not feminine, either. Art can move a man, and some of those harmonies and riffs were moving indeed, bringing euphoria to my dark, reminiscent soul. I remember thinking how sad it is that artists and nature can achieve perfect harmony, but not human societies, where it’s fleeting at best, non-existent at worst, always elusive. You watch something as simple as a gray squirrel scampering through oak limbs shielded from birds of prey by foliage and know they are friends, leaves and squirrels, even though they have never hugged or spoken. The cow or horse deposits pasture manure and from it springs life and sustenance. Not so with humankind, the great harmony breakers whose wastes kill and maim and pollute, bring blood and mucus to lungs. This revelation sparked in me momentary shame, guilt for being one of them, a harmony breaker. The music pulled me there. Yes, the music, Tara Nevins’ hard-driving bluegrass fiddle slicing through me like a cutlass, the plaintive lyrics about love and loss, pain and suffering soothing my soul. I was riding melody to psychological exploration and discovery.

Suddenly my mind wandered to Gary’s music, the songs he wrote about love of his family and distrust of authority. He never forgot or forgave the blue-clad brute who body-slammed him and broke his neck in a parking lot while handcuffed behind his back, or the ones who pinned him to the pavement with a knee in his back to handcuff him, supposedly for assaulting them. A miracle videotape passersby recorded by chance told a different tale, one the authors of official reports decided better avoid the courtroom. Perjury is crime, even when committed by law-enforcement officials. Police brutality is no different than rape or pedophilia. The victim’s helplessness plants deep hatred and distrust that can later sprout in song and sonnet, rant and rave and rap. As I thought of this and other complications I have grappled with over the years, I started to fantasize about writing a book, not about salmon and shad and cougars, or hunting and fishing yarns, or ballpark heroes; about life and sense of place, greed and shame and exploitation, other risque subjects most folks are afraid to talk about, ashamed to admit. I’m not interested in missionary-style books like those being hawked every day on Morning Joe, or even the bestsellers written by stylists who rise quickly to the top by staying inside the cultural paddock. No, give me the rebels any day. I’d prefer to pen something that’s banned in the schools, censored by the government, burned in the public square by freedom’s proud guardians. Yes, I know, it’s pure fantasy, but I’d like to bull-rush taboos, enrage main street and get the devout flock, the ones sitting in the front row, squirming like sheep grazing in the shadow of that solitary wolf biding its time from high, barren outcropping.

My mind was racing. Why didn’t I have a recorder? This was great stuff bubbling to the surface. I wanted to capture it. The imagery, the fire, inappropriate metaphors that would roil conservative stomachs, send the afflicted knock-kneed to the john. Blasphemous, anti-establishment, outrageous; all of the above. I was on a roll, felt liberated, defiant and bold. But then it all came to an abrupt halt, like waking from a dream, one you try to go back to sleep for. A big green roadside sign broke my spell. It read “Exit 8, Montpelier, 1 Mile.”

I lowered the volume, bore right onto the exit ramp and merged with traffic following the Winooski River. The capital building, its brilliant gilt dome aflame under dull skies, soon came into view. From there, it was a left at the lights, over a bridge, a quick left, a right and another quick left onto a street named Deerfield. Imagine that: Deerfield, my hometown and that of my kids’; just around the corner, an intersecting street named Greenfield. Coincidence? You tell me. Surreal, for sure.

I pulled into the driveway and got out. Jordie and his mom were scrambling to pull things together. Little Arie stood at a second-floor window, chin barely clearing the sill, peering out. He recognized the big black sedan, was excited.

“Nanny?”

“Sorry, Arie Safari, only Grampy.”

He wasn’t disappointed, gave me a warm, genuine smile inside.

Soon Jordie and I were back on the road for my return trip to Massachusetts. I reached down and turned the CD player off. This journey would be different, no rambling thoughts or fantasy, just plain conversation, man to boy, boy to man. We weren’t on the road five minutes before the subject of Gary arose. Tim and Kenny had visited. They missed Daddy. My wife learned the next day that Tim took one look at Jordie and cried, the loss so fresh and painful, the resemblance striking. Then Jordie mentioned Mommy’s new friend Matt; he knew karate and martial arts. What can you do? We knew it was coming.

The air had changed. The return trip would be equally poignant, more grounded and less stimulating. I had ridden in alone with the swelling tide, was now riding the ebb tide home with Jordie. I hope I can help the kid become a good man, teach him life’s lessons. Maybe teachers will warn him not to listen, will tell him I’m a bad influence. Perhaps he’ll ignore their advice.

I guess all I can ask is that he follows his conscience and clears his own path, isolated and vulnerable like the rest of us. I’ll be sure to teach him that the most important person in the world to know is yourself. Then, maybe, you can process the rest.

Man’s Best Friend

Catalpa pollen, fawn prints, second nests and puppies: that’s where we’re headed today after an otherwise uneventful week by a careful observer in the fertile Meadows.

Catalpas? Well, my itchy eyes and allergic tickles should have told me they were blooming. As kids we called them banana trees, and they bug me every year around my birthday, a seasonal irritant. Still, I had no clue the trees had flowered until taking a quick trip south Wednesday for meat, veggies and berries. Grandson Jordie is coming to town for the weekend. He told his mother he wanted to go to Massachusetts, and we’re always glad to have him. The kid’s so similar to his late dad; inquisitive, full of questions, sometimes even bossy in a good way. He’ll enjoy little yard chores, splash around in the brook and accompany me on daily Sunken Meadow walks with the dogs, including a new male puppy tagalong, one I may or may not keep. I guess it all depends on what develops and how fast. In the meantime, I better stop calling the little fella Chub-Chub, though, because I don’t expect it to be appropriate for long. For me, yeah, sadly it works. Not for him. Quite the contrary. He’ll soon be lean and leggy, strong and athletic, especially when bounding off his hind legs like a kangaroo through heavy, thorny cover, front legs outstretched high and gracefully over the top when fresh, intriguing scent fills his nostrils. For now, though, he’s just a baby figuring it all out, tagging along with his parents, responding surprisingly well to Chub-Chub or Chubby-Chub or variations thereof. Yep, I better find him a home or a real name soon.

There’s no hiding Chubby’s aristocratic English springer spaniel pedigree, national champions from three countries and two continents lining up behind him on both sides; that and many plain-old field champions, dynamos from the national circuit, all good, some extraordinary. My wife warned me long ago to advertise, said she didn’t want me to get attached. And, to be honest, I told myself “never again” the last time I owned three gun dogs. It’s too many. But when it comes to companionship for my daily meanderings, I can still lean toward masochism, so here I sit with three dogs.

Having only two pups to sell, I figured a lawn sign would suffice. The female went fast, is named Sarah and settled into the Colrain/Heath highlands. She’ll have hundreds of picturesque upland acres to roam, much of it open; pheasants, grouse and woodcock, to boot. Could it get any better for an energetic field spaniel? I don’t know how.

So now it’s just me and Chub-Chub, who’s getting more spoiled by the second. He enjoys free reign of the backyard alcove between woodshed and barn, both open, just biding time until a passerby stops to buy a new pet. I keep thinking it’ll be a New York or southern Connecticut family heading to its southern Vermont country home. I’d clearly prefer that to a local hunter. I’m always reluctant to supply competing dogs for my favorite coverts. Frankly, if the dogs I sell are going to hunt, I’d rather they do it elsewhere; either that or chase a Frisbee or tennis ball along some gilded shore. Take it from the local owner of a closely related bitch purchased from my old softball/hunting buddy. Midway through his second year in the field, the hunter phoned my friend to scold him for not warning he’d need an extra freezer, too.

Anyway, enough of that. I’m not sure I can part with Chubby, anyway. Off to Sunken Meadow, a private spot where I’ve been running the little guy twice daily since the weekend. Just eight weeks old and from the start more timid than his littermate, I only had to lift him from truck bed to ground once. Ever since, to my surprise, he’s followed his parents, leaping down without fear, never once losing his feet. We all know the idiom “hit the ground running.” Well, he literally did. Once on the ground and bulldozing through green, shin-high cover, it’s comical to watch him sprint to intercept his mother or father as they approach at full speed, totally on a mission, tails wagging, searching for scent, be it rabbits or turkeys or grouse or woodcock or whatever; even a noisy chipmunk works when bored. Although I’m not certain little Chubby-Chub quite understands exactly what they’re up to just yet, he’ll get it real fast. All he needs is a few more incidents like the one he witnessed Monday morning; it even surprised me a little, and answered a question I had internally entertained a few weeks back.

The question was: Did that long, rainy stretch of late May wreak havoc on turkey nests? I suspected not because the worst danger for such nests is drenching rains soon after the hatch. Such untimely rains saturate nestlings, which quickly develop pneumonia and die, wiping out entire broods in rapid fashion. On the other hand, hens are usually able to protect eggs from rain by sitting on them, although it’s true that overprotective mothers can be vulnerable to predators by staying with their nests too long. From what I witnessed Monday, at least one local hen lost its brood this spring and has re-nested.

For the second time in three weeks my dogs flushed a hiding mature hen from close quarters among Christmas trees. I figured it was a nesting hen the first time I saw it flush and watched it fly across the field and down the Green River flyway, Buddy sprinting after it at full speed. This time it was Lily who flushed a tight-holding hen from a different location in the same quadrant of the field. I didn’t check for a nest for a couple of reasons but figured there was probably one there, snuggled up to a Christmas tree, similar to the duck nest the dogs found for me last spring. A few days later, the ducklings were swimming the river behind the hen.

It was interesting to watch that turkey explode from the field. I knew Lily had winded something, probably a rabbit judging from the frantic way she was working. Then, after we had walked past the concealed bird and Lily had broken through a dense multiflora rose border into the tangled wetland, she quickly reversed direction and popped back into the field, sprinting straight down a path between two rows of trees and flushing the big bird three feet from her nose. I happened to be watching when the bird flushed, its flapping wings clearly audible from maybe 50 feet away. Little Chubby caught the commotion, too, and promptly scooted back to me for protection as Lily streaked after the bird, which took a similar route to the one Buddy had flushed. I figured it had to be the same bird, this time setting on her second nest, which would soon hatch a clutch of nestlings, then fledglings looking nervously down at us from their hardwood perch. Had the hen’s first nest survived, her poults would have been there Monday. She was alone.

With that little performance behind us, we continued our trek around the meadow’s perimeter, songbirds serenading, bluebirds flashing, a brilliant Baltimore oriole shining in bright background sunlight as it flew out of an apple tree along the river’s edge. There, Buddy and Lily jumped over the undercut bank and ran into the water, slurping as they walked shoulder-deep upstream, then cooling off with a leisurely swim, Chub-Chub watching from the bank, tail wagging excitedly. Soon he’ll join them, on his own terms.

When the adult dogs left the river, they shook a simultaneous rainstorm, jumped back up onto the meadow plain, shook again, and sprinted down the final leg of a familiar journey. Following a riverside farm road, strip of grass down the middle, toward a tall sycamore, I noticed deer tracks in the hard, sandy soil, some big, others tiny. I could have covered the tiny prints with a quarter. Soon I hope to see the spotted fawn or fawns that left them, a sight I never tire of.

Who knows? If I keep little Chubby, he may soon meet his first fawn and turkey brood down by that river. In fact, I’d say it’s pretty likely. I visit the sanctuary often, so peaceful and quiet. But don’t tell my wife. I don’t think she wants to hear it. Two dogs is enough for her, and me.

Maybe I should select an old biblical name like Jedediah or Hezekiah or Zachariah, something to celebrate his Old English ancestry, and mine. If not, I’ll come up with something else, if I hold onto him. In fact, I’m not sure I’ll be able to part with him, now. The more I observe him, the better he looks.

Yes, I think Chub-Chub’s a keeper.

Road Kill

So, what’s up with this dead cougar that showed up on a Milford, Conn., highway early Saturday morning?

If this is the first you’ve heard of it, then it’s either shame on the news sources that feed you or shame on you for living in a bubble. The story spread like the Arizona wildfires, beginning at breakfast time Saturday morning when my inbox was inundated with tips and links to developing online reports. By Saturday afternoon, the story was running wild, growing by the minute, new information piling up on each hourly “milford mountain lion” keyword search. By now it’s old news, has been reported nationwide and into western Europe. And this cougar tale was no Internet hoax. No sir. The proof was right there, laying dead for everyone to see on that section of Route 15 called the Merritt Parkway.

“Are you sure it wasn’t New Milford?” asked the first man I called Saturday morning with the news. He was referring to the rural northern Fairfield County hilltown north of Danbury, where the green, rolling landscape is strikingly similar to Conway or Ashfield. No, I told him, not New Milford; the coastal town of Milford, snuggled between Bridgeport and New Haven, not a place where you’d expect New England’s first road-killed cougar to appear. But there it was. No denying it. Dead as a freakin’ doornail. Big, too.

It wasn’t like the 140-pound male cat came out of nowhere. Several cougar sightings had been reported in the posh New York City suburb of Greenwich, Conn., some 40 miles down the road from Milford. Someone there had even snapped a photo that was convincing enough to warrant town-wide warnings for residents to keep an eye on their children and pets. A prep school along the periphery of the sightings had even cancelled an outing. Then, just after 1 a.m. Saturday morning — Bang! — it happened, a compact SUV killed a cat on the Parkway. Officials, who say they’re certain the dead animal had lived in captivity and either escaped or was released, believe it and the Greenwich cat were the same animal. Two Greenwich citizens who reported cougar sightings after the road-kill beg to differ. So, apparently, does Audubon Greenwich, which has temporarily closed its hiking trails.

So now it’ll be interesting to monitor the situation and see where the story goes. Finally, after surging Northeastern cougar sightings over the past decade, a beast shows up dead on the road just three months after the United States Fish & Wildlife Service (USFW) had changed its Eastern cougar classification from endangered species to extinct. No wonder they were so quick to dismiss the dead cat as an escaped captive. The story had to put them in an uncomfortable place. But to be fair, spokespeople from the Cougar Rewilding Foundation (CRF), formerly known as the Eastern Cougar Foundation, also believe the dead animal was probably not wild and expect scientific analysis to reveal just that.

“Until we see DNA and results from the necropsy (autopsy), a former captive is the honest answer,” wrote CRF spokesman Christopher Spatz, a New York researcher who has diligently followed leads for many years and come up empty in attempts to substantiate the presence of Northeastern cougars.

Spatz’s CRF colleague Helen McGinnis concurred, opining the dead cat was more likely a former captive than a wandering male that had found its way from the Midwest to Connecticut. “Just look at the roadmap to see how difficult it would be for a cougar to get from Michigan, Indiana or southern Florida (the closest states where big cats are known to exist),” she wrote. Yet, although it’s true that such a trek would be challenging, it clearly isn’t impossible.

A thorough examination of the road-killed cat’s carcass revealed no obvious signs that it had been held captive — no tattoos or tags, no collar, not de-clawed, a lean physique more typical of wild animals. The Connecticut Department of Environmental Protection will have the cat analyzed to determine its origin, if possible. If they discover that it was indeed wild, or cannot prove otherwise, I wonder what the “official finding” will conclude? Maybe a weak, innocuous report that the neutered press will accept without question and forget about.

As a veteran scribe who’s reported many credible cougar sightings and spoken to several experts about them over the past 30 years, I long ago concluded that there is no evidence to support the existence of a breeding Northeastern cougar population. Still, I scoff at the notion that every cougar sighting I have written about was in fact a hallucination or an escaped captive. And how about this one: Now that the officials must lay out damage-control information to douse this Connecticut brushfire, the Associated Press reports that Massachusetts officials have over the past 27 years confiscated six captive cougars, most recently in 1993. Why, I ask, if this is so, has no one ever mentioned a word of it to me, likely the New England scribe who has written more than anyone else on the subject over the past 10? The fact is that despite being cooperative throughout my years of interviews and reportage, officials have, since the beginning — way back in the 1980s when Virginia Fifield was stationed in the Pioneer Valley specifically to investigate cougar sightings — always made it clear that they would prefer I didn’t draw attention to cougars. Yet not one of them alerted me to several seizures of illegally held Massachusetts captives? The silence doesn’t make sense unless I’m missing something. In fact, as time passes, this cougar-discovery business only seems to get more confusing.

Contributing to the confusion is the latest bombshell I uncovered just this week by asking a simple, logical question. When I asked if the experts had ever proven that North American cougars from the East and West were different cats, McGinnis wrote: “I am certain the eastern and western cougars are NOT separate species. They are not even a subspecies. The comprehensive study of cougar DNA throughout their North, Central and South American range, done by Melanie Culver and associates, published in 2000, concluded that there are only six subspecies of cougars and only one in all of North America. By the rules of zoological nomenclature, the North American subspecies is Puma concolor couguar. Although some cougar biologists question this conclusion and believe the Florida panther is a separate subspecies, no geneticist/DNA specialist who has further investigated Culver’s work disagrees with her. There has also been a study of viruses carried by various cougar populations that support Culver’s work.

“That doesn’t mean that all North American cougars are alike,” she added. “There are some distinct populations, including the Florida panther, for sure. Elsewhere, there are gradual changes in what constitutes a typical cougar, especially going from south to north. A cougar in Arizona is much smaller and has shorter fur than a typical cougar in Alberta, for example.”

Which makes a lot of sense. Think of it. The same can be said of white-tailed deer, which are larger in northern climes where life is tougher than in the warmer South. There is even an obvious difference between Northeastern deer from opposite ends of the region, with Northern New England whitetails dwarfing those from Pennsylvania.

So how about that? USFW classified as extinct a species — Eastern cougar — that never existed. What the agency should have ruled was that Puma concolor couguar no longer colonizes the Northeast. Of course, the same could have been said 25 years ago about states like Illinois, Michigan, Indiana, Kansas, Nebraska and Missouri, all of which are now on the cougar map, some of them perhaps only as states where “dispersers” occasionally pass through. Dispersers are defined as wayward sub-adult males driven away from territory by dominant males. So who can say with any certainty, as these dispersers become more common and perhaps start extending their eastern range, that a breeding population will not also start creeping eastward as well?

There were many factors that led to Northeastern cougar extirpation by the early 20th century, not the least of which was human persecution. But also the forests had been cleared, deer (cougars’ primary food) became scarce and cougars vanished. Now, with the forests and deer populations back, what’s stopping the king of North American cats from following them, even in small numbers, beginning with dispersers? Even CRF won’t go out on a limb and make that prediction. But what’s to stop cat recolonization now that the forests have returned?

In discussions about cougars with wildlife biologists I respect, a recurring question by them has been: “If cougars are here, then why aren’t they being killed on the highways?” Well, now that day has arrived. I suspected, maybe even hoped, it would happen closer to home, or in the wilds of New York or Vermont; was not expecting it to occur a stone’s throw from the Big Apple. But something tells me there will be another, and another. Call it instinct, the same natural impulse that’s pushing dispersers eastward.

Never say never. That’s my mantra. That and don’t underestimate the forces of nature.

Fortitude

Strawberries are ripe, hayfields are scalped and the sweet smell of wild rose fills the meadow air … along with a personal sense of accomplishment following a fruitful weekend trip to The Fort at No. 4.

There, in historic Charlestown, N.H., participants from far and wide converged for an entertaining French & Indian War battle re-enactment I attended with wife Joanne and grandson Jordan Steele Sanderson. The event drew quite a crowd — retired Recorder chum Donnie Phillips among them — on a perfect, sunny Saturday. Like me, Phillips may have ancestors who manned that fort at one time or another back in the day when wars were fought for survival, not oil and greed.

We picked up Jordie at our regular White River, Vt., rendezvous point and backtracked to Charlestown, t’otha side the rivva’ from Springfield, Vt., where the reconstructed, 2/3-acre, picketed fort was bustling with fascinating activity for any 5-year-old. When we exited our parked car, he was immediately confronted with an encampment of tents, roaming soldiers, natives and “suttlers,” kids too, all in period dress and inviting discussion while staging a fantasy Jordie was still playing out the next day, skulking around the yard, front and back and sides, with an old Red Ryder BB-gun his late father once proudly toted.

The kid was particularly impressed with the three-story watchtower overlooking the Connecticut River from the fortified village’s southwest corner. He demanded that I accompany him for a visit, up three flights of primitive ladder stairs. It was cool. He had to show me. Prior to that, what most captured his fancy was the upstairs bedroom of his ninth great-grandfather, Lt. Isaac Parker — one of No. 4’s original settlers, second in command to Capt. Phineas Stevens — who had a large, wheeled cannon standing next to his bed in the northeast corner of the fort, a shuttered hole in the wall to poke its barrel through. Jordie stood proudly next to it, bright smile, hand on the weapon for a photo I will cherish.

Later, during the hour-long “Seige of 1747” re-enactment, Jordie got to hear the thunderous, smoky roars of field cannons, some larger than others, along with the reports of flintlock rifles, marching music from fifes, drums and bagpipes, orders barked by Redcoat, Bluecoat and militia officers, and Native war screeches. “Are you a real Indian,” Jordie asked a passing, barebacked, copper-colored man sporting leather leggings, a leather powder bag strapped over his shoulder, and two eagle feathers tied into the back of his long, shiny black hair that seemed to match in color his warm, piercing eyes. “I am,” the man responded. “This was the home of my Abanaki people before they were scattered in all directions. Myself, I grew up with the Apaches in the Southwest. I came home.”

As they spoke, sun high, Jordie firing one appropriate, cognitive question after another, I stood on a gentle bluff overlooking the fertile riverside meadow, just listening, facing west, looking at two lush, green, end-to-end Vermont ridges across the glassy, blue-brown Connecticut. Although I had never physically been there, I knew I was not looking at the distinctive landscape for the first time. Yeah, I may be crazy, but I attribute that revelation to heritage and roots. No. 4 is in my blood, my soul, my core. I hope it will also someday similarly reside in Jordie. When trying to figure out life, its twists and turns, pains and pleasures, joys and heartaches, it never hurts to know who you are and where you came from. It’s settling. Can’t imagine folks who have no clue and never will. Such an unconquerable void, a gaping genealogical hole of emptiness, deprivation and shallow existence.

On our way out of the compound, I, of course, stopped in the gift shop to buy books about the site, including Rev. Henry Hamilton Saunderson’s familiar 1876 “History of Charlestown, N.H.,” which I have often perused online, always chasing information. Skimming through it later that night after a backyard cookout, I found an interesting item listed near the beginning of the chapter titled “Historical Miscellany.” It opens with a list of original No. 4 grantees, another list of original proprietors, a 1737 grid of the village plot, and a list of 1754 landowners. The addendum to that landowner list, an official document adjudicating the estate of “Widow (Rachel Parker) Sartwell and heirs” caught my attention upon noticing a familiar name. Two of the heirs were Adonijah Taylor and wife Rachel, above them two more who raised an immediate flag: Micah Fuller and wife Lois. The two women, Lois and Rachel, were sisters, daughters of Widow Parker and late husband Ensign Obadiah Sartwell, who was “killed by Indians while plowing” outside the fort on June 17, 1749. The Sartwell and Parker families came to No. 4 from Groton. Taylor was born in Leicester.

Adonijah Taylor has for years been to me a person of interest. In 1803, he sold his hillock home, farm and saw and grist mills in the southwest corner of Deerfield to my fifth great-grandfather, Deacon Thomas Sanderson of Whately, a prominent citizen and Revolutionary Lieutenant who found success as a tanner and cordwainer (shoemaker). Eight years after the transaction — following nearly 40 years of unsuccessful petitions by citizens from that irascible southwestern corner to uncooperative Deerfield selectmen — the good deacon was finally able to orchestrate the desired annexation of a sizeable chunk of Deerfield to Whately over hoarse Deerfield objections. It was a brilliantly orchestrated political power play by Sanderson, who had supported victorious Democratic-Republican Gov. Elbridge Gerry against defeated Federalist Christopher Gore in the 1810 election. Gerry was as decisively defeated in Deerfield as he had been victorious in Whately, and he likely did Sanderson and Whately voters a favor historian George Sheldon was still criticizing three generations later in his “History of Deerfield.” Sheldon, from one of the oldest Deerfield families, ripped state legislators for “knocking the town lines about hap-hazard to suit the landowners.”

Where I am next headed could be confusing to readers unfamiliar with local history, but the subject is clear to me and I’ll try to keep it simple. Because of their family connections through Fort No. 4 and Groton, not to mention Parker/Sartwell family links, I have for years suspected that Taylor and my Sanderson ancestor were friends and political allies long before the purchase/sale agreement for Taylor’s property. I have also long suspected that — like outspoken Taylor and many Sanderson brothers and brothers-in-law — Deacon Sanderson was a supporter of Daniel Shays during his brief insurrection against the state’s post-Revolution Federalist elite. My weekend trip to Charlestown solidified this theory and also solved an enduring local mystery surrounding the lineage of Sanderson’s oldest brother Joseph’s wife. It only took a few Internet queries for me to confirm that Joseph’s wife, Lois Fuller, was indeed a daughter of Micah and Lois Fuller listed above as heirs to Charlestown, N.H., Sartwell land. So now all those Joseph Sanderson/Lois Fuller descendants who followed the wild goose chase started by Sheldon’s irresponsible guess that Lois came from Hatfield, and whose searches have ever since borne no fruit, will be pleased to discover that Mayflower descendant Micah Fuller was in fact her father.

Back to Joseph Sanderson, many Shays Rebellion supporters moved to the frontiers of Vermont and New York State after the rebellion was quelled, some sooner than others. There was less structure and no taxes on the frontier. I believe Joseph Sanderson was one of these independent souls. By the turn of the 19th century, he apparently had had enough structure and sold to his farm to son Joseph, packing up his family and settling in Sangerfield, Oneida County, N.Y., where he and wife Lois are buried. Their Deerfield farm stood in Mill River, at or near the old Hillside Dairy farm across from White Birch Campgrounds.

I have over the years fielded many queries about Lois Sanderson’s lineage but have never been able to provide a satisfactory answer. For years that mystery has bothered me like an invisible bayberry thorn under my fingernail. But all it took in the end was a dose of Yankee perseverance and a simple trip to Fort No. 4. And, yes, how about that? Just as I had suspected, old Adonijah Taylor was right in the middle of it all. In fact, it could well be that Joseph and Lois met right there at her aunt and uncle’s home on Indian Hill, today Whately Glen. They came from Groton by way of The Fort at No. 4, a dangerous outpost isolated on our northern frontier, built to intercept Pioneer Valley intruders.

My next trip for little Jordie? How about Ticonderoga, Crown Point and Saratoga. We have deep roots and blood stains there, too.

Power Plays

The powers that be and those who manufacture power form a dangerous alliance, one fish, fowl and bipeds should flee, escaping schemers and investors who may yet breathe their fatal fire, its toxic smoke just a balmy breeze away.

First the fish, still struggling to survive, adapting to the industrial cesspools in which they live. Back in the early ‘90s when I was trying to report the truth about Connecticut River Atlantic salmon restoration, not what I was being told by media-relations lackeys and administrators, I embarked on a research mission that taught me much about Pioneer Valley history. After reading many histories of riverside towns from Northfield to Saybrook, Conn., it was easy to conclude that American shad, not Atlantic salmon, were the prevalent fish harvested by settlers each spring into the 19h century. There is no denying salmon were here, thus the salmon rivers and falls up and down the valley. But salmon were a temporary phenomenon, few in number and a welcome bonus among multiple shad hauled from the river in seines. Those salmon were a product of the Little Ice Age, a cooling period between 1550 and 1820 that pushed the North Atlantic salmon range hundreds of miles south following the Medieval Warming Period. It just so happened that this three-century climatic event conducive to New England salmon migration coincided with European settlement of North America. In fact, the New World was discovered by European fishermen chasing cod, their range also pushed south by colder ocean temperatures.

Although I still track our spring anadromous-fish runs, report on them and continue to cast a pessimistic shadow on their future — especially salmon, but now even shad — I have surrendered my No. 1 gadfly status to Karl Meyer, a former employee turned critic of the power companies operating our fish passageways. Also an outspoken critic of a floundering salmon-restoration project, unlike me, Meyer favors an immediate halt to the doomed program. He says it’s a waste of time and energy for white-knuckled fisheries biologists hanging on for dear life and fat paychecks. While I don’t begrudge them those paychecks, you can’t hide the obvious fact that Connecticut River salmon are following the path of dinosaurs and saber-toothed tigers. Sad but true.

Meyer’s latest criticism is aimed at pathetic shad numbers passing through the fish passageways at Turners Falls and Vernon, Vt. (Can you see the glow?). Both locations, in his opinion, aren’t meeting pledges to maintain optimal fish passage. Meyer got all wound up last year when, like a miracle, shad started passing Turners Falls in record numbers while the Northfield Pumped Storage reservoir was drained dry and water was directed to the spillway pool above the Turners Falls dam, pulling shad up the typically little-used spillway ladder, which seems to be more functional than the other two at Turners Falls. Could it have been a coincidence that shad responded with a record run? Meyer didn’t think so, and he’s getting strong confirmation this spring. With Northfield back to normal and shad being drawn to the less the effective Gatehouse  and Cabot ladders, the power company isn’t even releasing migration numbers through Turners Falls. “Curious, eh?” wrote Meyer last week. “Think they have something to hide?”

Yep, probably, but nowhere near as much as the nuke plant just upstream in Vernon, where the next fish-passage station stands. There, anadromous-fish controversy pales in comparison to issues with the nuclear plant itself. A recent “Rolling Stone” piece by Jeff Goodell (“The Fire Next Time,” May 12) used Vermont Yankee as a poster child of dangerous, aging nuke plants that have been unwisely relicensed by the lapdog Nuclear Regulatory Commission. Lap dog? Well, what do you call a watchdog agency that has over the past two decades approved all 63 relicensing requests it’s reviewed? Goodell warns that a natural catastrophe like the Fukushima earthquake or the Joplin tornado (Can you imagine what would have happened if there had been a nuke plant there?) could be worse than devastating, stating: “A release of just one-10th of the radioactive material at the Vermont Yankee reactor could kill thousands and render much of New England uninhabitable for centuries.”

Yet, we still have many among us who defend this plant if for no better reason than to oppose the “loony radicals” protesting for its closure. Could it be any clearer that power companies cannot be trusted, that they are beholden to shareholders, not the environment? Can any objective observer disagree? It appears that Germany, which announced this week that it will phase out all nuclear power in 10 years, has seen the light. When will it happen here? Not soon enough for me and many others.

Then again, we’ve always got the fellas speeding up and down our rivers and lakes in their fancy bass boats, burying their heads in the Lake Hitchcock gravel and making fun of the “hysterical” no-nukers. But what will these bores have to say when disaster hits? Will they continue laughing, or be the subject of ridicule?

If that day ever arrives, I’d much rather be among the I-told-you-so fools.

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